[Track Dos] Sleeplessness, Family, Randomness

Im gonna start out by singing a infamous MSU chant...

FUCK-those WOL-VERINES! dunt da dunt da... blah blah bliggidy blah blah!

Just happy the Spartans took the DUB(W) on Saturday! Now where do I start.... If i don't do somethin about this class I'm gone flip. What's fucked up is, I don't think my family actually believes I can make it in college! Every now and then when i go home I get my mom or my auntie sayin shit on the sly... sort of doubting if i can make it in college. My auntie even made sort of a joke to me on some shit like.. "I was thinkin about buyin some Spartan gear, but I don't know if I'd be wasting my money cause i don't know how long you gone be there! Would I be wasting my money???" In my head im like WHAT THE FUCK? Im just like damn, you actually think I won't be here next year huh? I mean damn just because my cousins n shit fucked up in the past doesn't mean that I'm them! That doesn't mean that imma be like FUCK A CAREER and be on some fast-food shit. I was too pissed about that man...
But on a different note, It's been pretty good with my favorite girl lately... On some Chris Brown "I Wanna Be" type-shit b! Its funny how most of the times ma niggas be like "Marc don't WIFE'EM!!" "That nigga Marc can't eva be on no steady shit!!" My response to that is that, the last time I really fell for a girl, put my all self, and whole body out there, SHE FUCKED UP ROYALLY. And I mean ROYALLY. Sometimes I think to myself like, If she ain't fuck me over like that I'd be a differnt nigga, a BETTER nigga. I'm not saying that that guy that was once there is gone, but it's hard to be that guy again until I come across that perfect one, hoping she can accept my own imperfections, because Lord knows I'm not perfect. But imma continue being me regardless you dig, cause can't no one do me but me, unable to be copied. Thats ME.
And why the hell can I never get a full night sleep! No matter how i plan! College is a fun hoe. Think about that lmao. Maybe i'll get one before this week is over, but YOU NEVA KNOW

[Intro.] (Just Can't Get Enough of You)

Man... this is gonna be my first blog post. One thing i want to make clear before I begin talking to you all about anything is that I AM NOT a player, womanizer, man hoe, or whatever you wanna call it.That has to be one of the major misconceptions in my life since i was like 15. I never intend to stay "dating" for such long periods of time but shit happens b. I mean.... NIGGAS TAKE RISKS, all the fuckin time, in the words of ma BOH fam, niggas don't think and bitches is dumb. And that's real talk... I have examples and everything. I myself, took a big risk about a month ago, a girl who i thought could be my everything, seemingly perfect, I forced myself into a relationship. I figured even though I really wasn't ready for a relationship at the time, and was somewhat unsure, she just was one i couldn't pass up; i felt like i HAD to be with her. I mean damn, she was everything I could've added up, but something just wasn't right. So about a month and a half or so later, I find myself single again, which is PERFECTLY FINE. But.... I recently came back into contact with this other girl on such a fuckin coincidence its crazy, feelings emerge out of nowhere, and :POOF: she ends up in my fave 5. I had a very informational conversation with her about finding that ONE PERSON that i could call my girl. She explained to me that finding your girl is almost exactly the same as you pick your friends. Everyone has that group of friends they can't get enough of, and are always with you. Friends you never get tired of or bored with, and you can be yourself around. And then i ran the words back through my head twice "can't get enough of"... That was it!! I need someone i cant get enough of, no matter what. Is she... , umm... , nevermind. I think it may be entirely to early to go that far, but YOU NEVA KNOW.